That this name does not define my person, I am well aware,
For many years I listened to the things I should not do,
Then I reached maturity, under other people's shoes.
Who I am is not defined by the way that I behave,
Nor am I defined by my restraint, for the face that I might save,
The things I say define me not, revealing what's inside,
Whatever I don't want others to see, is the part of me I hide.
So who am I, I need to know, for this identity,
Is illusive and yet meaningful, it's something I can't see,
Every moment I have lived, brings me where I am right now,
I feel like all the work I've done, is now worthless somehow.
Do my children now despise me? Is that what I perceive?
My parents are not happy or not, so what should I believe?
Relationships have been a reason to live another's life,
So who I am must not be there. Is who I am alive?
There is one hope, I might confess, though scary as it is,
Could it be my identity is something that I've missed?
What if the stories are really true? What if God exists?
Is it possible that I was made, to fulfill some goal of His?
* ii Am Who ii Am *
ℓσνє мє σя нαтє мє
єιтнєя ωαу уσυя тнιикιиg σf мє
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Its not a blessing that happens every day.
Its not a blessing Im sure I deserve,
But to keep it, I will fight and pray.
**
Its not a blessing that comes in a box,
Its not a blessing that comes with a bow,
Its not a blessing that came with a tag,
Its a blessing that continues to grow.
**
Its not a blessing that has a price,
Its not a blessing you can compare,
Its not a blessing you can find,
Its a blessing that will make you stop and stare.
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You are my blessing.
My gifts from above.
My precious angels
Youre my one true love.
**
Youre always full of life.
And although life is hard,
And mommy cant really cook...*lol
You take away all my pain.
With a sweet, innocent look.
**
You are my angels,
My gifts from above,
My life couldnt be better
Because all I need is your love.
We always had such fun!
Those were happy days,
When we had carefree ways.
We didnt know it then,
But looking back again,
I think of you with love,
My one and only bruv!
Even though you drove me mad!
You were a typical lad.
Laughing and teasing me,
Sometimes a fight thered be!
But SUDDENLY life changed,
It was never the same again,
We grew up very fast,
Toys and games were things of the past.
But i looked up to see,
A brother who cared for me,
More than i could ever know,
And still hes my SPECIAL BRO!
And he always will be,
For ALL eternity.
Finger 11
Bones And Joints
WiLLys CodeZ
Cloud my eyes and tell me what to see
I'm falling
Every way I turn the same disease
But I like it
Brace myself and hit the wall with ease
Colliding
I'm not minding the pain
I've been down here before
All my bones and joints are sore
Find my way out of the wreck again
I've been down here before
Lost myself and so much more
Find my way out of the game again
Open up my head and take it in
Just like always
Think about the bar and take a swing
Loaded trapeze
What you need the most from me is yours
I'll continue to deceive you my friend
You lost what made you you
Or maybe I never knew
I can't stay here anymore
Give it all or you're on your own
I will leave you
I will leave you
I will leave you
I will leave you
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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< the questions stands to my dissapointed viewers, its ok...im here now *hhpptt! >
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JULY 24, 2008
IM BACK!!!!!!! :P
WHEW, ITS BEEN QUITE A WEEK! I HOPE TO GET THIS OVER AND DONE WITH. ISSUES! ISSUES! ALL THE BEEF ESCALATED ABOUT A FUSS FUSS BOUT CRAP THAT SHOULDN'T HAVE HAVE TO BLOW UP LIKE THAT..*L. .... SO IT DONT REALLY MATTER TO ME. PEOPLE WANNA HAVE IT WITH ME, SO BE IT....BRING IT ON. IT, IT IT! *HAHA.....BUT I STILL LOVE YOU, MUAH MUAH.......ALL MY BEAUTIFUL KNET VIEWERS! *Smile
IM SUCH A SUCKAH FOR YA'S!...*heehe
SHOUTS:)
SERIAL SMILER -SHARI..:)*HAD A KICK OUT OF THAT.......WELL ANYWAY .....WOW, IT WAS A BLAST, WASN'T IT???
*WE CWAZY~ LOVE YOU GURL. WE GOTS TO DO THAT AGAIN......*lmfao. NO BED OK? *lol
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UMMM........DOUG.K. ~~ GOT YOUR EMAIL.....SORRY ACCIDENTLY DELETED BEFORE I EVEN COULD'VE READ IT.
WOULD YOU MIND SENDING ANOTHER.....ANYWAY NICE TO HAVE HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN! SUP?
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J.J. FOX:) SEEN YOUR MOTHER ALOT.......BUT WHERE ARE YOU???? *COME AND SAVE ME! *TIME TO CATCH UP
FROM THE LAST CONVO......HIT ME UP!
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MY CANDILICIOUS :) COME HOME....NEED YOU TO HOLD ME! *SIGHS.
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AHHH.......IM TIRED. ILL SHOUT THE REST LATAH....DONT WORRY HAVENT FORGOT BOUT YAH'S!
ALL MY LOVE.
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ILL BE THERE..........YUM. *ahem.
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LATER LOVE.
JUST FREAKIN SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY, YOU CAN LEAVE NOW. *muah
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